Adee. That’s all.

As much as I want to do a reality check, dreaming is fun.

05Feb10

So convenient to kiss. Or adjust my tudung.

Yum.

YUMMEH.

Sometimes its true

Or right now I would like to believe so

That we all get too comfortable with people

With people we find familiarity with

But for the last few days I’ve found something familiar

In someone who refuses to call it the same

Shy, maybe

I might as well call it that

I’ve never seen someone smile everytime I look at them

Its so weird

How can you not think of them for when you’re not with them

But stop to look when they’re sleeping

Cos the best time to appreciate someone to me is sitting right next to them

While they are at their calmest self

When they stop looking at the world

And with every movement and slight hand stretch or head turn

Their dream must have been fun

But what I know is enough

For me not to fully understand

But to fully love

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4 now.

30Jan10

As of now, I think I have my plate full. I really do and I guess its worse than not having one at all. Cos with all these, I feel more lonely than ever.

Guess this is life.

this is, beautiful.

Exactly. You read my mind well.

Been long since we hear anything epic about her. where’s sam anyway?

hehe justin hehehehe olivia wilde wth is hugh doing there staring

HO WOW

Just got my new visual feast.

Andrew VanWyngarden.

Usually long-hair guy’s a no-no but this is cute. very cute. And his birthday tomr. Happy Bday New Eye Candy.:D. And he’s from the same town as Justin. Bonus.

If I see this on Singapore road, I will run and stop right infront of the car. If not dead, I will ask the driver if he could me a ride. It’ll be like heavennnnnnnn.

I NEED TO SLEEP WHY DID YOU CALL ME IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT NOW I CANNOT SLEEP YOU BITCH.

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Hey woman although this has got to be the most virtual and kinda stupid post I’ve written for a person who barely knows I existed since 20 years ago, here’s wishing you a happy birthday, long live and happy living with the woman you love, Portia. I know I sound kinda sick BUT SHE DOESN’T KNOW ANYWAY SO FUCK IT. I LOVE YOU CONTINUE YOU FUNNY NAK MAMPOS WOMAN. AND ROCK A.I PLEASE I’M WAITING.

Just realized you are of the same age as the late Yasmin. You guys would be bestfriends if you have met her.

Awesome posum. God bless.

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Space.

22Jan10

Do I say it now or do I say it later?

k now

You suck.

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An intimate assembly

18Jan10

Call me crazy call me boring. Been missing her so much lately.

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For everything mysterious have a fear of its own.

17Jan10

But what I hope most of all is that you understand what I mean when I tell you that even though I do not know you, and even though I may never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, or kiss you. I love you. With all my heart, I love you.

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I saw your stare and I knew right away I have, finally moved on.

15Jan10

While I was on the bus this morning, well not really early morning, not morning at all actually, about 1pm plus, and listening to Clockwatching, it suddenly dawned on me how it will be like to actually wear all formal cos I was, well we were supposed to go BMD and like, however you want to judge me for this, I like to wear all formal gg there. moving on, where was I shit. ok, so it suddenly dawned on me that it would be nice to have jungles in singapore that have this very secluded lake in the middle of nowhere and I’ll be there with someone, I don’t want to know who for now because usually daydreams like this are better off paused without you knowing who’s there by your side. Ok la it’s just me. Alright so, I had this sudden itch to jump into the lake, not with my tudung, just the formal shirt and pants I’m wearing, pull my pants up and jump right in. and I remember the smile I had after I came up and look at the person. sadly the dream had no POV of mine of that person. well then again its nice. like that.

Alright. So then I came to school fast forward to eclipse watching but there wasn’t any eclipse I was disappointed cos I called the boys and hud then ya, saw the astronomy club people and apparently they said they can’t see it either do to the large dark clouds which was covering it. shitness.but I had fun still.

we played the shout-penis-and-vagina game just now. didn’t really work out until me and larris came to another version of it shouting ‘ just-wanna-get-raped ‘ loudly cos we saw a girl at subway who was wearing what I just described there. it was fun. until you get stared from almost every corner of makan place.

REMEMBER THE GIRL WHO SANG MUSE IN MY LAST POST! I FINALLY KNEW AND RECALLED WHO SHE WAS!ALRIGHT DAH.

I’m still mad at FTS. very.

been checking out tattoos lately don’t get angry you stereotyping judging friends of mine. haha. no la but really I find them beautiful eventhough its quite obvious how impossible it is for me to get one. needless to say, think about getting them.but here you go here are the ones I would have if it becomes halal one day. just dreaming, no harm.

that’s probably the biggest I would go I think. SR.

“ He is in a constant state of stage fright, he says, because he never knows what part of his life he is going to have to act in next. Kurt Vonnegut, Slaughterhouse-Five

not tattoos, the next fw pictures but just like it.